Ego exists with fragments, division. This "you," the self or what we call the ATMAN, exists only when there is no division, no inner fight. 'Atman' means the whole; 'Self' means the undivided energy.
Once this energy is undivided, it goes on accumulating. You are producing it every day, life energy is produced in you, but you are wasting it in fight. This same energy comes to a point where it becomes awareness - this is automatic. Tantra says, this is automatic. Once you know how to be whole, you will become more and more aware, and the day will come when your total energy will be transformed into awareness.
